huhuhuhuhu :(

aku dpt rsekn bdn aku makin chubby...hmmm,cmne ni???*diet2....
abesla kalo berlanjutan cmni selamatla kau rin...mne xnye,aku sendiri dpt rsekan semenjak dua menjak ni,keje aku makin je..xkrela pg,ptg,siang,mlm....mkn...mkn...MKN....nmpk gyenye 2 bln akn dtg aku kompom layak msk sumo....sbb tu aku dh lme xamek gmbr...sat lg aku yg mati terkejut...hohohohoho~

rsenye ni pic yg plg latest yg aku amek...*poyo2 :)

#oleh itu rin...kmu kene berusaha memaintain bdn kmu...sat lg da r org tgglkn kmu kalo kmu terus cmni..0ps!!hahahaha~.AZA2!

*gambar2 ni diambil ketika ktrg outing...time ni ktrg duk sonok amek pic sesuka ati...of courselaa kelab fotofi kot...dpt gne DSLR free,jgn jeles...haahahaha~(padahal org len dh da dh sendiri punye..kumpul duit rin,kumpul duit)

*adorable boys... :)

Aku masih belum cukup  kuat berdiri utk bersemuka dgnmu…

Masih byk lg yg perlu aku rawat sebelum aku berdepan dgnmu…

Terlalu byk persoalan yg bermain-main difikiranku ini..dan membuatkan aku takut utk menerima kenyataan..

Segala apa yg terjadi dlu membuatkan aku krg pasti dgn jawapan utk diberikan kpdmu…sdgkan dikau masih menunggu aku seperti dahulu…

Masih adakah lg ruang utk aku???

Hati…hatiku skt menanggung pilu…hatiku sebak mengenang ksh yg lalu..

Namun…,ketahuilah bahawa aku masih yg dlu.. hanya Tuhan yg tahu..

Aku rindu pdmu…

wahai sahabatku….

jgn smpai aku jd xrespect ko lg...npe ctr ni xabes2 lg...npe kene ada dendam??npe kene skit ati sgt???
aku tau mmg slh aku...tp...ctr ni lme berlalu..npe perlu diungkit lg??
ko kate aku kwn ko..baik sgt...npe perlu hipokrit...ko wat aku rse bersalah cm aku ni bunuh org...plzlaa..kate member...smpai ble kte nk cmni??
kte makin matured...kite bkn bdk yg amek PMR lg...kte ni dh leh kawen dh skg...dh bsr sgt...dh leh pk yg mne bek yg mne buruk...

aku tau...skt ble org yg kte syg jd hak milik org len...lg2 kwn sendiri...do you really think that i'm your friend???jodoh pertemuan DIA yg tentukan...aku arap sgt ko tol2 ikhlas dengan pe yg penah ko gtau aku dlu...aku rse bnda ni slh...die xpenah jd milik ko..n sememangnye aku xrampas pe2 dr ko...

slame arini aku slal0o dihantui rse bersalah kt ko...slal0o mnx pendapat kwn2 aku yg len...tp kalo ko jaja aku jd 'perampas'...ko mmg xbaik...dlu aku slal0o nanges kalo pk psl ni..aku rse aku worst sgt..penah ko pk prasaan aku...bkn aku nk ckp ko teruk cme aku terpk gak..ko pnh x pk pe aku rse..tbe2 pulaukn aku..sdgkn die xpnh da kene mengena ngan ko...ko babitkan aku dlm ctr ko..ko gtau kt kwn2 ko yg len..ko wat aku rse bersalah sgt...

tlglaa...ctr ni dh hampir 2 taun lbh...npe mesti diungkit blik...aku slal0o doa yg terbaik utk ko...tp hmm...ntahlaa...aku xleh nk pendam lg bnda ni...aku kecewa sgt...ko slal0o ngaku yg aku ni kwn ko tp npe mesti ada prasaan yg cmni..???aku ingat ctr ni dh abes...dh leh wat keje msg2..sat lg ko kate aku lak...hmmm..

sudahlaa..aku xmo lg dgr lg ctr ni...aku mnx maaf sgt kalo slame ni wat ko down gler2...insyaAllah..ko dpt yg lbh memahami ko...

*thx fren..

finally....

setelah hampir 6 ari xdpt on9 secara proper...ktrg decide on9 kt McD...

puas...puas...puas GLER!!!!

:)

saye: abby...i xpndai nk wat ayt2 cinta ni..tp kalo tunjukkn lehlaa..hahhaha~ just joking...b, i'm epy with u...u always there 4 me...thx a lot dear...i bersyukur sgt dpt knl u...dpt knl ati budi u...:)

awk: i pun dh knl sgt syg i ni...lbh dr knl..:)

saye: what do you mean dear???

awk: yelaa...xleh lgsg kalo i ckp i nk pegi mne2..mesti nk majok..tp xpe..i dh biase...

saye: hahahaha~sori syg...

awk: its ok...i love you soo much syg...

saye: i love you more n more n more b..:)

1) Hati jgnla kau bersedih sendiri,kerana aku masih disini...bersamamu tatkala kau mengis...

2) Hati...sesungguhnye aku tahu pe yg kau lalui...dr dlu sehingga kini, kau banyak menyimpan sendiri...

3) Hati..biarlaa mereka pergi sekiranya itu yg dikehendaki...jgnlaa kau menyeksa diri...

B2ST / BEAST Profile

                                                    YOON DOO JOON

Position: Leader/Rapper
Nickname: 3 sec sharing
Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University
DOB: July 4, 1989
Height: 180 cm
Weight: 67 kg
Blood Type: A
Specialty: Vocal/Rap/Soccer
Hobbies: Listening to hip hop & R&B, soccer, and playing games.

                                                 JANG HYUN SEUNG

Former Stage Name: So-1
DOB: September 3, 1989
Nickname: Rancho
Education: Anshan Information Industry High School
Specialty: beat box
Height: 176cm
Weight: 58kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Web surfing and bowling.
-He was eliminated from YG group Big Bang in the ninth episode of their documentary.

                                                  YONG JUN HYUNG

Stage Name under Xing: Poppin’ Dragon
DOB: December 19, 1989
Nickname: yonggun
Education: Anyang Arts High School
Specialties: Dance
Height: 179cm
Weight: 64kg
Blood Type: O
Hobbies: writing lyrics, watching movies, and dancing.

                                                        YANG YO SEOB

DOB: January 5, 1990
Nickname: 양요, endorphins, siksin
Education: University of East Broadcasting Arts [absent for about 1 year]
Specialty: beat box, jalmeokgi
Height: 174cm
Weight: 56kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Writing lyrics
Training: Trained under M-Boat
Specialty: Vocals

                                                         LEE KI KWANG

DOB: March 30, 1990
Nickname: Ace Jr., Holly 2
Education: Seoul Absence of Comprehensive Art School
Specialties: dance
Hobbies: watching movies, sports, and dancing.
Birth place: Seoul
Blood Type: A
Height: 174 cm
Weight: 58 kg
Trainee Years: 4 years under JYPE
Favorite Singers: Taeyang, Omarion, Usher

                                                   SON DONG WOON

DOB: June 6, 1991
Nickname: Sonseuko, 16 D
Education: High School hanyoung
Specialty: Piano and traditional chinese
Height: 181cm
Weight: 64kg
Blood Type: A
Hobbies: lyrics writing and reading

more pic :))

love ya!! :D

When did this begin, I guess the moment I first saw you
Every 1 minute 1 second, you keep coming onto mind
What are you doing.. Where are you now

Ooh baby

I see this I see that
I do this I do that
You keep coming into my heart, I seemed to have gone crazy..
You do know why my heart is like this.. You do know why I'm feeling like this

Day by day I look at you only and waits for you always
Until now you're the only one I know and I will love only you
It's a valuable moment even when I'm loving you
If there is no you, I do not want to do anything at all

Every single day when I open my eyes in the morning, I want to see you
In my present days now, I cannot live if there is no you
I want to hear that one sentence "I love you" though
Every day, I love you..Only you, I love only you, Just the two of us

Ooh baby..

Probably just by imagination, thoughts like 'You are mine'
Can make my heart pound whole day long
I seemed to have gone crazy
I will run towards you..and confess honestly....

<3~

i really wanna be their 'bad girl'...hehehehehe~

*KiKwang...noem0o3x c0owaahae...:)

Within you I lose myself...
Without you I find myself
Wanting to be lost again.

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.  

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needleEverything I do is stitched with its color.

missing u abby... ;(

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

I don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

I Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
And I don't want to miss a thing

*for u dear...:P

dh 2 taun kte bersme...alhamdulillah,,:)
telah byk yg kte lalui b'sme...ske,duka, kau sentiase bersmeku..aku bhgia disampingmu...walaupun kdgkala kau penat melayan kerenahku,namun engkau msh lg disisiku...aku b'syukur kepadaNYA,kerana mengenalkn ku kpdmu..perkenalan yg tbe2 2,huh!!!aku lgsg xmenyangka kte msh seperti dlu...:)
aku sgt syg pdmu....semakin aku mengenali dirimu,semakin syg aku pdmu...semoga hubungan ini diberkati Allah... moga kte terus bersme slmenye..insyaAllah...dan aku ingin menjadi milikmu satu ari nnti, itulaa arapanku..:)

arrghh!!!amek ko!!padan mke!!org tamak slal0o rugi..(aik! ada kene mengena ke??)

oh tidak!!smlman aku xtdo nk siapkan assignment...huhuhu..pg ni dh selsema blik...
(*selsema rin-kalo pnt sgt confirm selsema teruk)
xlarat...xlarat...xlarat....skg pun still pnt...n keje aku skg ni asyik memonteng je memanjang...xda keje len...aduh!!tension tol....skipla ari2 sat lg kene pdn mke ko rin...

*keje yg lom lg diselesaikan - buku koku(fotografi)
                                          -test PDD & test HT
                                           ulasan HE,report HE, slide HE






AZA-AZA FIGHTING!!

YES!!

claz batal...yeay2!!! :)

smlm dhla tdo kol 4...sumer gara2 HE r ni....ponek den ponek...xdalakn,dh elok2 dh siap tp dorg ckp aku wat slh...mne xnye,org len comparekn ngan etnik len...yg aku comparekn result b'dsrkn jantina....padahal tajuk pun dh terpampang "sukan dan etnik".... npela aku xterpikir lgsg b4 dis...??ngok tol...sbr jela....
naseb bekla td aku dpt brite pasal claz tunda kol 5.30 ptg....wah!!!sonok2..:)

                                                tired but happy :)


*HE = hubungan etnik..

aku bru je blik dr meeting td...ececece~
meeting utk HELWI u aku...alhamdulillah aku dpt jawatan sbgai exco penampilan & pembangunan wanita....
hahahaha~cm pu3 umno lak...ape2 pun aku sgt b'syukur n akn try yg t'baik utk p'satuan ni insyaAllah...
yg plg penting aku dh melangkah setapak ke depan utk ubah diri aku ni...hope sgt aku lbh b'disiplin n lbh pndai uruskn mse2 aku....

*keje 1st ktrg-kene bg idea utk aktiviti tahunan nnti...emmmm pe ye??
  ada idea x???

D'Masiv feat Kevin Aprilio

(OST Kejora dan Bintang)

Aku ingin engkau ada disini
menemaniku saat sepi
menemaniku saat gundah

berat hidup ini tanpa dirimu
ku hanya mencintai kamu
ku hanya memiliki kamu

Reff:
aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
aku rindu setengah mati

meski tlah lama kita tak bertemu
ku slalu memimpikan kamu
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

aku rindu setengah mati kepadamu
sungguh ku ingin kau tahu
ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu

aku rindu…

1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Don't lie.
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each others eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt w/ each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for two deals.
24. Spaghetti (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she’s fallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses calling them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her about them.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents. (Brownie Points)
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends. (More brownie points)
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie and remember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make the same mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."

finally ... After a long wait ... the time has arrived ... I'm very happy ..

"I'm coming home

 I'm coming home 

Tell the World I'm coming home...lalalaalaa"

 p/s : "Mr. A",awk jgn rindu2 sy ok..:) weekend ni sy xdpt on9...sy blik kg..homesick sgt <3~

pas solat maghrib td aku nk pi mkn,so cm biase r siap2 then amek purse..
"mne pulak r purse aku ni,aku ltk dlm beg td..."...mmg b'sungguhlaa aku ni mencari purse...
mnelaa taukn kalo2 aku t'slh ltk...
"oh shit!!" (p'kataan ni yg t'lintas dlm otak aku time 2 :p )

purse hilang!!!...pusat siber...hmmmm

pas mkn mlm td aku terus pi campus...jauh ke x len ctr..asal dpt blik purse aku 2...
tp mmgla naseb aku krg bek arini,pusat siber tutup...hmmm..tension r..sumer dlm 2 aku syg..
aku tol2 pnt arini...:( sumpah!!arini aku mmg bz gler...start dr kol 8 pg smpai skg bru dpt rht...
siyes pnt gler dowh...ngan koku nye lg..tp xkshla,2 tanggungjawab aku gak...
....ngan t'tdonye lg,ngan msk klaz koku lmbtnye lg,ngan xsolat asarnye lg....
"aish!! teruk tol r ko ni rin..."...last2 pas abes klaz,kelam kabut lari pi solat asar...
dh nyawa2 ikan dh time 2 rsenye...Tuhan sje yg tau...kdg2 aku rse cm nk gler je..
tup2 purse lak tggl kt campus...'aduh!!'satu2 jd..aku arap sgt dpt jmpe purse aku esk...
hmmm.....

testing..testing..one..two..three..!!

akhirnye aku ada blog aku sendiri...hahahaha~
cm xcye je...hope aku rajinlaaa nk update2 blog aku ni...